When you’re having a bad day cos your mom scolded you from swearing and saying words that sounded rude and inappropriate: like the word fuck, shit and the likes. Mom’s accusing me for not having decency in the way I speak and move. And she thinks it’s becos of Tumblr. Ever since I had a Tumblr which was 2 years ago I started to behave differently from the way I used to. I don’t know. Maybe she was right. But I just love Tumblr that it affects my whole life. So many things I’ve learnt from here. Anyway I had a bad day. I have an irregular menstruation that’s giving me headache, back pain and dysmenorrhea AND pimples. Geez, ugh for fucks sake kill me now. Story of my life. The worst part is I need to suffer from it for five days. It’s still okay though than not having a period becos you’re pregnant. Geez not now okay?! Welp. That’s not gonna happen though, forever alone~ Haha! Plus I watched MMK, it made me cry. Good story. Okay bye.
Such a good morning this is. I feel so at peace. And Pat my baby is the main reason of this all. Haha. Seeing him like that makes me wanna fgsdhgldajg. :))))
I can’t help but laugh. He’s so adorable and lovely. Thank you Lord for this day. May I have a good one today. And bless my ever best friend Justine Palita who’s celebrating his birth day today. ♥
Naiingit ako. Buti pa sya pinapansin mo. Buti pa kayo, close. Buti pa sya nakakausap ka. Samantalang ako, never nag matter sayo. :( </3
Nobody told me that I’m good enough but they make me feel it. What’s the difference? I try to be optimistic as much as possible but I don’t know where its getting me. I feel bad most of the times for being born this way. Sometimes I wish I could trade life with someone who I think is lucky but when I think of my mommy I can’t help but be thankful. Who am I? What am I? I just don’t feel my worth. I’m trying to fit myself in the place I can never be. Sucks for me.
I wanted to feel that I am worthy. That someone really love and do care for me. I wanted to be wanted.Typical teen problem they say. This whole human thing sucks. I just wanted to disappear and run away. Run away very far from here. I wish that life isn’t this hard.
Uncertain and kind of lost. Wish that someone will guide me in this path. I’m okay. I know that I’m more than that. I just need motivation to straight things up. This too shall pass.